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Sunday, December 6, 2009
Music: -It is way too early in the morning to be awake. But for the sake of this evening, that hasn't even been made sure yet, I am here at Starbucks-- for work! I think it's so pathetic having to steal Internet off various public locations. My modem got fried during the thunderstorm the other day. Honestly, I feel so handicapped without Internet connection :( I really don't have a point to this blog post. I'm hoping today will be a good day, with minimal trouble and tons of good luck!  Give me my sleeeeep! Yeah no, I'm not really this happy.Hopefully more bloggable materials by this evening. Work in 20. Bye! Saturday, December 5, 2009
Music: -HELLO CIVILISATIONNNNNNNNN! Monday, November 30, 2009
Music: Untouchable - Taylor SwiftSo some of you might remember me with the long, untamed hair that I've had for quite a while now. Thing is, I absolutely had no time to cut it while I was in the States, and with the crazy semester that just passed, getting a haircut was the last thing on my list.  Longgg hair.With the color being so faded.  YepBut today, I woke up and decided I was gonna do something about it :) So I dragged my mom out of the kitchen and into Taipan. Didn't know which salon to go, so we circled the place. Most of the salons seemed to be closed today and I nearly gave up hope but then I saw Kimarie and decided to ask, despite hearing that it was rather pricey. Turns out it was okay! RM 150 to dye my entire head, and somehow, they didn't charge me the RM 25 for cutting as well! I say, it was a well bargain! :D They snipped off the ends and dyed it. I opted for the brighter shade of red but was discouraged because the guy said it would be too bright. But I wanted it brightt :( Oh well, Starbucks has this big rule on appearance anyway. So maybe too bright of a color wouldn't be too approving of my manager.  Go brighter pleaseee :)As for the length, it is significantly shorter. I think today is the only time I look so happy with the outcome of my hair. Before, I would ALWAYS have some form of dissatisfaction. But today, I am happy happy chirpy chirpy haha :)     I look so much younger!:) It's been a good day. I got my coffee while waiting for my mom to get me. If only reader's corner was open, I could've gone and gotten some books for myself to read over the holidays. I am in desperate need of books. So deprived of them this entire semester.  Vanilla soy latte mmmDinner plans with the boys did not materialize because they were off rendezvousing in Mid Valley and I thought they couldn't not make it back in time for dinner. So I left with the family for dinner only to get a phone call on the way there that they were already on the way home. Yes, I assumed again -.- I just found out 2 of my friends back in US are engaged! It's so weird because you see them get together over the summer and now they're about to walk down the aisle! But, they are my favorite couple! So congratulations, all the best and I love you Chad & Kellie :) Wish I had the chance to see you guys again. In the near future, perhaps!  One silly face One happy face! :DOkay gotta sign off because the father is being completely anal about it storming and thundering right now. Ughhhh... ps: sorry for all the pictures. i couldn't help it! 0:) Saturday, November 28, 2009
Music: -Pictures from my post finals celebration. Drinking session with some of the friends. The night was warm, filled with laughs, food and a lot of internal jokes. Hanging out with juniors? haha. Poison for the night vodka, dewars and wineee :D Sat in the basketball near my house and to be truthful, I can barely remember the conversations we had that night. Was random, for the most of it I guess. People that night,  Akemal Kentz, haha Sepet me YUAN WEI! Ah Ch'ng :) KK,I mean, Michelle :)  Amir, who is back in Brunei :( Snoop and the junior! hahaNeedless to say, I drank enough to make me pass out at the mamak and feel like crap the next day. Working opening shift with a hangover? Not cool AT ALL. One of the worst feelings in the world. Was late for work of course and manager wasn't too happy with that :\  With the junior, Alief(?)Sorry for being so mean that night haha. You were easy target. Don't take it personally, yeah? :)  Paparazzi shot!  Weirdo! Mati #1 Mati #2?All of us got pretty good hits from the session that night. Good mix of drinks, cheap, pretty good crowd. Simple, I guess. I won't mind doing it all over again.  Group picture!I was photographer though :( But I love this shot for some reason  Before ko-ing.Night! ps: such an obligatory post hahaha Friday, November 27, 2009
 ---I just want to come home to imperfection. To a kitchen filled with empty beer cans and a living room of half opened wine bottles. To bedroom floors that are littered with clothes and bathrooms trashcans holding used condoms and make up stained tissue papers. I want to sit in the dark, light scented candles, fixate my eyes on the flickering flame, listen to blues, drink tea, curl up in a woolen blanket naked, fall asleep with my mind swirling and heavy with the scent of vanilla. I want to get up at half past noon. Wear my hair up. Turn round the corner and light a cigarette. Sit at the junction of two streets and sip on caramel soy lattes. Watch people perhaps, or read a book. And when dusk starts sinking in, I want to walk down the pier, bury my feet in the sand, take in the salty air, listen to seagulls cry, try to count the number of stars in the sky, lie under them until the waves touch the tips of my feet. --- I'm just in this really mellow mood right now. I don't feel like seeing people, laughing or having big conversations. I just want to be alone and embrace the intimacy of it all. If plans unfold, then they shall. --- I hate how you never fail to ruin every night for me. It's not heartbreaking. It's just the sickening feeling of disappointment that envelopes me and sucks life out of me entirely. I hate feeling like this. I honestly do. --- Odd how I enjoy conversations with you, even if it is so trivial. Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Music: 15 - Taylor SwiftCoffee induced and sleep deprived days are over. One of the worst nights of my life last night. Drank so much coffee and then moved on to eating heap loads of candy for the extra boost of energy just to cram last minute information into tired minds. I don't know how I got through the entire day, answering 2 fully subjective papers. To be honest though, I don't think I did too bad on them. Granted, it could have been better, but then again, it could have been worse too without the last minute studying. Thus completing this entire ordeal, I have come to the conclusion that finals are extremely unhealthy. Taking in excessive amounts of caffeine and sugar, not sleeping, eating more. Tsk not good. Am thankful for Twitter and Twitter buddies like Sonul, who has not slept for the past 2 days. Spam Twitter throughout the entire night and all the way til morning :D intense! haha Pictures from the night spent in Cheryl's house.  Here are the little gummy candies we fed ourselves with the whole night.Started throwing them around at one point. Fun! :D  At around 3:45am.Look across face upon realizing that I have not memorized any terms or definitions, and have not listened to CD1 for listening test. *cries Rain greeted us this morning upon leaving Klang. I'd say the weather was perfect. The entire ADP population came into examination halls looking blurred, stressed, somewhat manic and all of this was tucked under boyfriend sweatshirts and comfortable jackets.   Squeezing in one more hour of stoning/studying before Music at 11.The hours flew by faster than expected and before I knew, I was done(!), had lunch with Cheryl. Completely knocked out all the way to evening and then the usual movie and mamak with the gang. This holidays, I will put in more hours working, read at least 2 good books and finalize my applications! So excited :) Monday, November 23, 2009
Music: -Times like these the web space come in handy. I am too tired. I barely make sense. I was eating babies. And I think sex is overrated. Cheryl is by me, listening to 20th century bullshit. I am hopelessly trying to fit in more definitions and characteristics into my already exhausted mind. Suicide sounds so peaceful right now. I will probably attempt it upon my exit out of the examination hall tomorrow. If I give up now, I am just signing my own death warrant. If I don't, I die anyway. WHAT?! I'm sorry you just had to read all of that. It's like one of those pointless jokes where in the end the punchline says, you just wasted 5 minutes of your life. Yes, you just did by reading this. I don't remember it being this hard. The time is 3:45am. Both the caffeine and sugar has worn off. I want out of this madness. |